Introduction
I have a hard time explaining why Nico Walkerโs debut novel Cherry made me laugh out loud in public last week.
Itโs a story so far from the recognizable tropes of broken veterans and lionized hero archetypes that section titles like The Great Dope Fiend Romance feel just right for lines like, โThere was a lot of f#$%ing around with mannequins.โ
Even lines like, โMeganโs sister didnโt kill me. No one has yet.โ and, โsometimes weโd walk in old minefields. It was boring as hell,โ could be mistaken for cop drama dialogue.
This is until you realize Cherry is a story without heroes.
Itโs all part of a voice drawing from the lingo of US Army medics, small-town drug pushers, and the desires of hopeless lovers who know they want out but just canโt find the way.
Nico Walkerโs Cherry
In 2012, Nico Walker pleads guilty to robbing 10 banks, scoring himself an 11-year sentence. In jail, he began corresponding with Matthew Johnson of Tyrant Books and writing about his life.
While Walkerโs self-deprecating humor is nothing new for the kind of military bildungsroman about young men doing dumb things out of fear and boredom, thereโs honesty from the narrator that puts soldiers, addicts and college students together in the same circle of hell.
In a scene with a young woman at a college party, Walkerโs narrator gravitates towards the ugly without shocking anyone, โit was a song about making all the females crawl on the floor and j!$$!ng on the females and stuff. Madison couldnโt help herself. I lost her somewhere. I went and stood off to the side of the room to wait for this to be over.โ
The narrative style can read as uncomfortably detached throughout tumultuous relationships with dealers, lovers, and non-commissioned officers while giving the prose observational clarity. A redeployment ceremony offers a glimpse into what respite from self-hatred might look like if the narrator could only find it within himself, โAnd I guess I was ungrateful, given all the people in the gymnasium and the DJ. But they werenโt my people and f$%k the DJ. You do the best you can.โ
And then thereโs the dope.
The last third of the novel runs around itself in the cyclic stagnation of addiction to a point where the only way to end the story is with another flash of blood in a rig (Walkerโs prison sentence isnโt part of his narratorโs story). Walkerโs narrator continuously chooses to remain apathetically disengaged from the atrocities small and large around him.
Even when a group of fellow soldiers beat him for thwarting their assault of a woman in their unit named Harlow, Walkerโs narrator ignores any sense of injustice to focus on how โit was Top 40 music. It was stale Bud Light and it was cargo shorts. It was quesadillas and Axe body spray. It was everything I was guilty of.โ
Itโs a convincing cultural apathy that allows his voice to take us down with him without asking for forgiveness. The chapter ends without even a hint of regret in an unforgiving assessment of Harlow, โshe f$%ked Kovak in the bathroom. You could hear she was really going. She liked d#$k a lot.โ
Right up through the last page of the acknowledgments, Walker thanks his editor in the same tone by saying, โand if youโve read this book and you thought the main character was an a$$&@le but you kind of liked him, that was all because of Tim OโConnell.โ
Conclusion
Itโs enough to keep me asking who is this a$$&@le? without any hint of irony.
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